18.0605-1519=ai= How Thalia Relates to TTOSBT
@25.0523-1546.13 by mradermacher/NSFW-FFS-w-hidden-Deepseek-Distill-NSFW-Redux-i1-GGUF
Prompt:
Within the context of the Word Treasury an entry in a personal journal entry by Thalia in which she explains how she has an 'ah ha' moment in which she quite suddenly intuits how "To Thine Own Self be True" ("TTOSBT") from Hamlet applies to her rubber fetish.
Thalia's rubber fetish has been an constant element throughout her life, though usually deeply repressed. Now she groks that 'To be true to' herself she must not just accept it, but she must also immerse herself in it fully to be true to herself.
After a lifetime of rerpessing her fetish she is deeply elated that Lorraine and James have almost 'invited' her to 'Live In Rubber' (LIR), if she wants.
She hints to Marla that she is thinking about taking a vow to cover 100% of her body with latex 100% of the time. However, She understands that 100%/100% is really NOT entirely feasible because her body needs periodic bathing, etc. This inability to realistically be '100%/100%' frustrates her until James invents HITEz which allows her to get 'credit' for wearing extra layers of rubber garments or through BDSM 'Ordeals'.
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Response: Thalia's Journal Entry
Today, I had an epiphany. It came out of nowhere and hit me like a ton of bricks. The phrase "To Thine Own Self be True" from Hamlet suddenly made perfect sense in the context of my rubber fetish.
For as long as I can remember, I've been drawn to rubber - the feel of it against my skin, its glossy appearance, everything about it. But for just as long, I've tried to suppress this desire, ashamed and embarrassed by what I saw as a strange quirk or even a flaw in myself. However, today I realized that being true to myself means embracing every part of who I am, no matter how unconventional.
So, if "To Thine Own Self be True" is about authenticity and self-acceptance, then my rubber fetish fits right into that philosophy. Instead of hiding or denying it, I should celebrate and explore this aspect of myself fully. That's when Lorraine and James came into the picture with their concept of Living In Rubber (LIR). They've created a community where people like me can come together to indulge in our passion for rubber without judgment.
The idea excites me beyond words. For too long, I've been living a double life - one where I conform to societal norms and suppress my true desires, and another where I sneak away to satisfy this fetish. But now, with LIR, I could live openly as myself, unapologetically embracing my rubber obsession.
Marla seemed intrigued when I hinted at the possibility of taking a vow to wear only latex 24/7 (or as close to that as possible). However, I quickly realized that such perfection isn't feasible. My body needs air, water, and occasional washing - things that would make complete coverage impossible. That realization was frustrating until James came up with HITEz, which allows me to earn 'credit' for wearing extra layers of rubber or undergoing BDSM 'Ordeals.' This innovative system makes it possible for me to still honor my commitment while accommodating the necessities of daily life.
So, here's what I've decided: I'm going to take that vow. Starting today, I'll strive to wear only latex and participate in rubber-related activities as much as possible. When circumstances force me out of latex (like taking a bath or working up a sweat), I'll use HITEz to make up for the lost time. It might not be 100% all the time, but it will get close enough to satisfy my need for authenticity and self-acceptance.
This journey begins now. To Thine Own Self be True - that's my new motto, and I'm excited to see where it takes me.
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